Today was a long tiring, but fruitful day. Ushering was a new experience, but I'm sure I'll get the hang of it soon. Thank God for the brothers and sisters who were there to guide me and make it more than just a physical activity. :)
Over the weekend, after joining the Hope people for Jovin's birthday celebrations, I felt a tinge of sadness. I miss those guys and the awesome times we had and I couldn't help but indulge in a "what-if-I-was-still-there" scenario.
To all the Hope peeps for an awesome life-changing experience, I bring you this song on my playlist; 1000 Words.
And yet though I'm not perfect where I am right now, I know that making decisions on the spur of the moment, especially if they are emotion-charged, is neither long-sighted nor God-centred.
And then there are the many CHC peeps who made my journey in CHC a joy and nurturing journey. I only can say that our time has only just began. So let's grow together ya? (Kind of lost for words at this moment)
And so I made the mental decision to grow as best as I can wherever I am to the same God we serve.
Passing by NUH on the cab ride to the west brought back memories of that day. Even till today, the contrast is stark. So many times in the past I passed by my granny's room while she was asleep wondering how long she had left and wishing it was forever.
And then when she finally passed on, it looked nothing like when she was asleep.
I could still see the spasms and wishing I could have made her stay on Earth more of a joy.
But I cannot.
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