Wednesday, December 9, 2009

#76 Bam!

How surreal, the train trip home. I'm not sure how to explain it but I gradually appreciated the time on my own to just pray in my heart for peace and courage. It's never been my strength.

I kind of felt like a king after yesterday's vocal exam, but today's performance made me come back down to earth. Though it dampened my confidence, I saw the danger I was getting into, and was mentally reminded of not falling into the temptation of performing for glory. I was pretty confused and struggling within between wanting to contribute and wanting to enjoy what I was performing my way.

I guess I have to thank Marc for giving me a choice out of my discomfort.

Seems I really need a paradigm shift.

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