But my most pressing wish right now is that I can somehow contribute to the Cell Group's unity. It seems whether in church or outside, there's just too little hope and positivity. There's so little genuineness across the media and because we're so technologically dependent... well, only one word to describe it.
Ouch!
Just last Friday, I was talking to LTA Sasi about City Harvest and all and he was asking and probing me a lot about my faith. I have to say I really don't have the answers, but deep inside me that unique, tailor-made God-experience that I felt cannot be denied. Sure, my memory may fail me (it always does thanks to my sleep problems) and it gets all dusty at the back of my head but when it comes it just hits me square...in the heart. And then I know that I know that I know that I belong here and God is doing an awesome thing here.
Being contemporary is not submitting to the world. It is matching the world, playing on a level field with God-centric principles. It's not easy and nigh impossible without His guidance but thats why its such a miracle City Harvest, i.e. we, are here.
And the level of apathy and cynicism is at an all time high around the world, but still things are moving, lives are changing. Sure, there will always be the group looking for fun over God, but we'd be playing right into despair (for lack of a better common antagonistic denominator besides using the word Devil)'s hands. If we're so afraid of doing things just because we don't want to seem hypocritical then we'd going with the flow: lambasting and criticising others on our blogs and forums all day long while not picking a finger up for anyone.
Ah well, my head's a little light; Mind over matter has come to its limit. Off to bed!
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