#125 It's Kind Of Sad

I'm surprised too, that I'll be sad that my AO's leaving the unit; He's transferring to another position elsewhere, off to greener pastures hopefully. And while I've saw him as a friend and all, we have our differences and working with him has been a roller coaster. At the end of the day, however, I'm glad that, well, I've had this officer and friend to work with.

I've always had this issue with sentimentality. I never usually say it because the times when I really feel that way, I can't really speak. I guess that's because guys can't really multi-task as well as girls can. But really, a great thank you, Mr Edwin, to the times in TRMC and for that last super mega awesome lunch treat at Sakura International Buffet! :)

So, sir, it's been awesome knowing you and best wishes for your future endeavours. And may you have marital bliss! :D P.S. All through the later half of the day I've had a song ringing in my head as this heavy feeling resides in my mind (for lack of a better description). I can't remember it right now though.

And for myself, I'm only left with 6 months. It's a scary thought wondering what I'm going to do for the rest of my life, after having the many growing phases of my life pass me by just like that. But at the same time, it's learning how to let go of the past and spring forth into the future with confidence that builds our character. Because if we always live for past glories, we'll never amount to be the person that we were meant to be, that God wants us to be.

And so when the time comes for me to finally leave, I'm really praying that I'll be able to say proudly that it has been a wonderful time here, but at the same time, I'm looking forward to many good years ahead (as Jason puts it).

And so I'll end this entry here, for the moment. Maybe I'll get back to it, maybe I'll just move on.