At times even I tire from the lame/joker personality that has come upon me. I'm not sure why, but everytime I try to switch "modes" I go into either the former, or a dark brooding mood.(otherwise known as "emo")
I guess it is as frustrating as others who tire of my constant gibberish.
Today I faltered in my faith. I guess I'm a little tired after all the hubbub and a little confused at how things are going. Try as I might (and my willpower is weak) I cannot seem to go full steam ahead on victorious living.
Thank God for a timely change of status quo for two brothers that are dear to me but for their sakes I am keeping them anonymous.
Of course there are many more brothers and sisters (whether in Christ or not) who I care for but have often times taken for granted.
I'd like to change, I'd like to be less irritating. It's a genuine request, because I don't like to see myself that way, in spite of the smile I am putting up. And yes it bothers me, very much.
And tomorrow, Jason's heading in to have a nice hair cut and a 2 week resort stay at the exclusive Tekong Chalet. I wish him well.
Don't worry, I won't screw up the marination or CYC's party.
Humility is coming, in double doses. Elisha.
Pray for me.
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