I'll just start randomly!
#1
This week has been awesome thanks to many things that happened. Also, I'm very glad that I sort of reconciled with a fellow clerk in my office, as we had quite a long "feud" due to some misunderstanding. Initially, I took it quite hard when I was first accused of something which I definitely did not do. After a while, I managed to let it go and lift it up to God, and I felt so much free and stronger! :D
#2
I sense that certain people whom I rarely meet/talk to/seem to have forgotten/don't think they are remembered need prayer, so I'm going to dedicate some time for them! :) If you know you do, either tell me, or well, wait to be surprised! I just might be praying for you!
#3
I was looking out of the train yesterday (or today, my memory's that bad) when I saw secondary school couples and it made me reflect on today's societal values and how even children are getting intimate and causing much self-hurt. Then this thought came to my mind:
What if the forever you believed will be, suddenly became the yesterday? How would you face it?
I don't know, maybe its the inner-wimp in me saying that because I dare not to love.
But I sincerely believe that if we love someone, it doesn't matter how we feel; As long as they are doing well, then that's fine. Especially if I'm not together with that person, I'd be glad to see her love and being loved by someone else, although I might feel a tinge of jealousy.
It's not about sacrifice, its about wanting the best for that someone, something that I learnt from the love from my parents, and even God. It doesn't matter what we do, only if its the best for us.
Set it free; If it is meant to be, it will not flee.
But no one's going to get any confessions from me here! :D
#4
I'm not sure how many times I have repeated it but I really want to have balance in my life. I don't want to over-inflate in legalistic beliefs, rules and regulations and neither do I want to sway like a leaf in the wind as an emo-superhero, nor do I want to be the world's biggest cynic. I want to have a combination of spiritually, emotion and pragmatism. And frankly that feels like a huge task! Jeremiah 29:11!
#5
Just yesterday I was feeling downright horrid. I managed to get myself stuck at reading Luke 8-10 for 3 days in a row, as well as being distracted by a game. (Maplestory no less, and I'm ashamed at that! ><>) But against all odds, God confirmed that He's always with me and I managed to breakthrough that limiting factor!
#6
I thank God for putting in my heart to have a prayer session on my own. It has really helped me grow more in my prayer life, though I still feel rough around the edges! But seriously, each time I do so, I pray till I tire of it physically but deep down I still feel hunger for more!
#7
I found my old Christian resources! The Purpose-Driven Life, Stewardship etc. Thank God for treasure trove! :)
#8
Off days! After saving my duty off's since Mar 09, I have finally taken afternoon off on 130510, 140510 and 170510! Thank God for that! Because I really need the rest. *Thumbs Up!*
#9
I've been thinking about remaking another blog. Because each blog has its roots in a change of phase of life, or life direction. And right this moment, I feel that I am at the pinnacle of a change of life direction! To do or not to do, that is the question! (Blatant reference to Shakespeare's Hamlet: To be or not to be, that is the question:)
#10
I've been saying this for the past week and I've even gone so low as to proclaim it freely in cell group. But how can I not, when that still small voice asked me, "Which train door do you want to exit from?"
The best thing is that it came to pass! Especially when the opposite door opened 4 times out of 5 this week, which is another miracle on its own! Ask me to know more! :)
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And so daylight has ended, the moon has risen far above the clouds and my battery brand is not Energizer. Time to kick the bucket... err... hit the sack!
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