Monday, May 17, 2010

#109 Thank You Lord!

For:

#1
A wonderful mom, and a wonderful time with mom at the cinemas today. Ip Man 2 was an awesome show! I'm so glad I caught it, and who better to watch it with than the one who brought me to this earth? We both enjoyed the show! :)

#2
A wonderful team leader! Special mention to you Ariel! For tagging my blog. :) Thank you for the advice and the guidance in usher and in my personal walk, as well as the positivity and joy in your life; it is infectious! You are appreciated! :)

#3
For a wonderful CG, special mention to Marc, Jun Wei & Zong Han. For the longest of time, I must have been a stubborn sheep going my own way into trouble. Looking back, I realised I was trapped in past failures and failed to give the future a chance. But still you guys persevered! Oh what would I do without you guys! Let's grow together, being armour bearers to our leader! :D

#4
For a tumultuous 5 years since first knowing You, God. Because You have changed me so much, moulded me to where I never thought I'd be. While on the train back home after the movie with mom, I was reflecting and I realised that I have grown so much in self-worth and confidence in the past few months as compared to the whole of my life. And that comes with the realisation that my worth is not in the things I do. And I don't reproach myself with malice as before, but I look at experiences in a positive light.

I never knew I could be caring; I'd always thought I'd be the silly little boy with the crooked teeth, so afraid of crowds that I'd cover my face with a book at recess time and literally walk into walls. Or run away from my crush after confessing my feelings. Looking back, it's really amusing. But I thank God that I can say that I'm not as angry and emo-superhero as before.

It might be weird to say this, but right now I'm not ashamed to be called Windez. Because I am not my own person. I am ransomed by Your love, no less.

#5
For the safety net of friends that You have given me. They are awesome, amazing, *insert superfluous adjectives*. I'm at a lost for words. People may fail us, but when God works through people, they will pull through.

#6
I usually get the "short end of the stick" when it comes to duty planning, as I have the tendency to plan lousier days for myself or take more duties than others because I want to treat them well.

Well, I don't take it to heart. This month though, God decided to do a wonderful thing. As such, I've completed ALL my duties for the month last week, and am free to take Leave/Off undisturbed to help out for Asia Conference and do whatever needs to be done during this two weeks. The only thing I need to take note is to remember to plan next month's duty! @_@

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I'm so looking forward to the Wednesday Kbox outing as well as the Friday CG outreach-Shrek movie! I'm honestly addicted to singing. And what more with wonderful friends! Too but I can't sing along in the theatre!

*Mind goes into overload due to a funny concoction of physical tiredness and spiritual uplift after an awesome prayer time during QT*

P.S. Beware, because I'm going into camp with a smile tomorrow! :)

Extra time!

Oh yeah, I think I should get back down to earth at this point.

Yesterday night, something supernatural happened to me. It may have been weird and scary, but I have this feeling that it's the start of a breakthrough.

And breakthrough means what? *Looks through notes and groans* Oh man! It means I first have to hit a brick wall! Can't say I'm ready but I choose to believe!

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