Now, you know what can really get me high? Thanking God for the simplest things.
And of course, seeing people smile. :)
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Just yesterday, as I went to buy lunch-dinner from the nearby chai peng stall I was having a chat with the stallholder lady (A little history here: this same lady sold chai peng at the coffeeshop near my house when I was still a little kid with cock eye. Meaning my eyes looked into the middle). Suddenly, she brought up the topic of my grandmother and asked if I missed her. She also mentioned that my elder brother was my granny's favourite grandson.
It's funny, because I was just thinking about this awesome lady in my life who suffered many trials, gone through many hardships, hardened herself because of life, but still managed to love my family in spite of the pain and suffering. Now I cannot share what she has gone through but believe me, just thinking about it can set me halfway to depression.
And you know, for a moment there, I was just a wee bit jealous that I wasn't her favourite grandson. And if there were any chance for me to do something for her right now, I'd do it. But as it stands, the book has already closed and I can only pray that I'll meet her up in heaven.
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Recently, God put into my heart two breakthroughs in my vocals that will be coming my way. Because of that, I can get excited simply thinking and remembering the sounds. Which makes me feel so weird. But who cares, right? It's personal! :)
And I hope I get the chance to use it powerfully. Just wait. ;)
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And you know, I've got a good feeling about the days ahead. Let me cling on to it longer. :)
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